um... how do i start this... "I'M SORRY EVERYONE!!!" ごめんなさい。。。对不起。。。
um... i've not been a good friend to you guys ><><><>< Please forgive me ^^;;; m(_ _)m
so here goes：
"HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE WHO HAS THEIR BIRTHDAYS EARLIER THIS YEAR!!!!"
"おたんじょびをおめでと！！！”
“祝你们生日快乐！！”
umm.....Although it seems to be late... but as they say better late than never ^^;;;;;;;;;; *sweat*
i'll try my best to start to remember everyone's birthdays till the end of the year >< i hope ^^;;
To be honest, the only birthdays i really remember are my godma, mother, father(recently onli managed to drill it into my head) and...... umm..... hmm.... thats abt it.
the rest... usually need to check a list i have... more for poly mates onli><><
i've got something else to post.. but too lazy lol... probably post it tomorrow or something..
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
ただいま，我回来了，I'm back. I think.
Well its been a while since my last post. The past few months has been hectic..... yeah hectic would be a correct word. The process of searching myself(um... some things have settled but still searching) and most sad thing is the passing of a loved one.
I find myself asking this question sometimes when i watch jdramas or anime, why am i born here instead of japan or somewhere else, where money... isn't looked upon that much... or there are places where i can escape to.. without having to spend tons of money, like in japan where and when u are sick of the city life all you need to do is to head to a station and u can go to the countryside.... escape............................. escape from your family, friends, relatives, who keep asking you, "so wat are you doing now?" "so wat are your plans for the future?" well at least some of them stop after asking that question...... but there are just some 三姑六婆 who says more things after that and all u can do is just feel embarressed and smile and say yes yes.... well.. i've got one thing for u.. u are just my grandma's relative.. not my freaking family for christ sakes.. so shut the fuck up... u have no right to judge me.....
Why isn't society able to accept someone who lives life by the day, why is there a conception of "failure to plan = plan to fail" i know.. the least i could do is to find proper work and at least return the favour to my parents for bringing me up all these years...... but... thing is idk where am i headed.. or where should i head... even though my parents just say go straight into everything or any work u can find and then see whether its the right job for you.... well thats true.. but working a while then quitting from the job... isn't something the society accepts. which company would want to employ someone who works for 1 month who then says he/she quits. arghh... fuck it i don't know what the fuck i'm saying >.>
Oh well, at least my ass is enrolled into studying for an advanced dip in travel tourism and hospitality work and study program thats why i said i'm settled for now. well work and study although it might be tough... work 6 days and study for one full day ; ;.. hopefully my ipod can thru these 2 coming years.. at least i know that in this sector my ass will still be employed lol.. i hope... haha.....
Details of the Death of Lai Sow (Maternal Grandmother)
Name: Mdm Lai Sow
Age: 87
D.O.B: 1920
ToD: 1837
D.O.D: 25/02/2007 二月初八
Relationship: Maternal Grandmother
God Bless your soul.
Yesterday i just finished watching an anime by the name of "Welcome to the N.H.K" the main story is about a male protagonist who is a hikkikomori (Definition: Individuals who refuse to leave their parents' house, and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period exceeding six months. While the distinctiveness of the phenomenon varies depending on the individual, some youths remain in isolation for years, or in rare cases, decades.) Well. its quite an interesting show abt it... lol.. even talks abt the addiction to online games. as the story was progressing i myself actually saw a part of me somewhere in the show. Obsession of games, not willing to find work.. well... lol.. at least i haven't shut myself off to society. my unwillingness to get out of the house is to save watever money i have left. theres a few parts in the show thats quite true. Like when the male lead who got so damn hungry cos he didn't have money to buy food cos hes not working and his parents had to stop sending him money due to some reasons. I guess the onli time a person actually gets a turn for the better is when he/she doesn't have food or water to drink... then i guess you'll force your ass to start working. well dun spoil anything else.. please d/l the show and watch.. very nice lol.....
P.S Bolded part.. i do not know whether i am just finding a reason or an excuse of bluffing myself or anything..
omfg can you believe it... i'm telling myself all lies -.- damn u donovan... damn it ... arghhh........
fucking signing off...... take care pple... frens and family.....
I find myself asking this question sometimes when i watch jdramas or anime, why am i born here instead of japan or somewhere else, where money... isn't looked upon that much... or there are places where i can escape to.. without having to spend tons of money, like in japan where and when u are sick of the city life all you need to do is to head to a station and u can go to the countryside.... escape............................. escape from your family, friends, relatives, who keep asking you, "so wat are you doing now?" "so wat are your plans for the future?" well at least some of them stop after asking that question...... but there are just some 三姑六婆 who says more things after that and all u can do is just feel embarressed and smile and say yes yes.... well.. i've got one thing for u.. u are just my grandma's relative.. not my freaking family for christ sakes.. so shut the fuck up... u have no right to judge me.....
Why isn't society able to accept someone who lives life by the day, why is there a conception of "failure to plan = plan to fail" i know.. the least i could do is to find proper work and at least return the favour to my parents for bringing me up all these years...... but... thing is idk where am i headed.. or where should i head... even though my parents just say go straight into everything or any work u can find and then see whether its the right job for you.... well thats true.. but working a while then quitting from the job... isn't something the society accepts. which company would want to employ someone who works for 1 month who then says he/she quits. arghh... fuck it i don't know what the fuck i'm saying >.>
Oh well, at least my ass is enrolled into studying for an advanced dip in travel tourism and hospitality work and study program thats why i said i'm settled for now. well work and study although it might be tough... work 6 days and study for one full day ; ;.. hopefully my ipod can thru these 2 coming years.. at least i know that in this sector my ass will still be employed lol.. i hope... haha.....
Details of the Death of Lai Sow (Maternal Grandmother)
Name: Mdm Lai Sow
Age: 87
D.O.B: 1920
ToD: 1837
D.O.D: 25/02/2007 二月初八
Relationship: Maternal Grandmother
God Bless your soul.
Yesterday i just finished watching an anime by the name of "Welcome to the N.H.K" the main story is about a male protagonist who is a hikkikomori (Definition: Individuals who refuse to leave their parents' house, and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period exceeding six months. While the distinctiveness of the phenomenon varies depending on the individual, some youths remain in isolation for years, or in rare cases, decades.) Well. its quite an interesting show abt it... lol.. even talks abt the addiction to online games. as the story was progressing i myself actually saw a part of me somewhere in the show. Obsession of games, not willing to find work.. well... lol.. at least i haven't shut myself off to society. my unwillingness to get out of the house is to save watever money i have left. theres a few parts in the show thats quite true. Like when the male lead who got so damn hungry cos he didn't have money to buy food cos hes not working and his parents had to stop sending him money due to some reasons. I guess the onli time a person actually gets a turn for the better is when he/she doesn't have food or water to drink... then i guess you'll force your ass to start working. well dun spoil anything else.. please d/l the show and watch.. very nice lol.....
P.S Bolded part.. i do not know whether i am just finding a reason or an excuse of bluffing myself or anything..
omfg can you believe it... i'm telling myself all lies -.- damn u donovan... damn it ... arghhh........
fucking signing off...... take care pple... frens and family.....
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's Day everyone ^^
Hmmm another year has passed to the time where restaurants, theme parks, parks, shopping centres are packed with couples. A time where chocolates and flowers cost 100%-200% more than their original prices on low key periods. Sales from everything that can be given as a present that'll go up. Yes its Valentine's day!!! Happy valentine's day everyone. Spend a fun and loving day with ur loved one.
Oh yea... Congratulations to Mr and Mrs Kenny Kwok who's gonna ROM tomorrow. Congratulations!!!!
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day for me i think... Cousin getting married @ ROM tomorrow.
Think tomorrow gonna find somewhere in town @night where i can just sit down, listen to my Ipod with a cuppa coffee from starbucks or Coffeebean and see how's everyone's celebrating their Valentine's day....
Sigh.. 22 and still single.. and no experience in a relationship whatsoever..... Kinda sad.....
Thinking back there are some things that i shld have done... but never got ard doing it... coward i am i suppose....... Oh well.... guess its not time for me yet.........
Oh yea... Congratulations to Mr and Mrs Kenny Kwok who's gonna ROM tomorrow. Congratulations!!!!
Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day for me i think... Cousin getting married @ ROM tomorrow.
Think tomorrow gonna find somewhere in town @night where i can just sit down, listen to my Ipod with a cuppa coffee from starbucks or Coffeebean and see how's everyone's celebrating their Valentine's day....
Sigh.. 22 and still single.. and no experience in a relationship whatsoever..... Kinda sad.....
Thinking back there are some things that i shld have done... but never got ard doing it... coward i am i suppose....... Oh well.... guess its not time for me yet.........
Friday, February 9, 2007
My condolences to siaufwu and her family.....
A few days ago, when i was gamin online i suddenly receive a call. It was from Yan Lee, next thing i heard made me stunned for a short period
Yan Lee: "Siau Fwu's mother just passed away, and we thinking of give 白金. How much you wanna give?"
Me: "OMG!!!!(well not really said omg. but yeah somewhere in me was saying that) What happen to her??"
Yan Lee: "Heard from siau fwu that she passed away due to illness."
well.... i don't know wat else to say.... well, take care girl.... need any help or anything we can do in any way, let us know?
God bless......
Yan Lee: "Siau Fwu's mother just passed away, and we thinking of give 白金. How much you wanna give?"
Me: "OMG!!!!(well not really said omg. but yeah somewhere in me was saying that) What happen to her??"
Yan Lee: "Heard from siau fwu that she passed away due to illness."
well.... i don't know wat else to say.... well, take care girl.... need any help or anything we can do in any way, let us know?
God bless......
Monday, January 29, 2007
sad news for everyone n taiwan and fans of her......
Wow 1st post of the new year lol.. nothing much happened within these month other than getting my arse back from China lol.. And attending the wedding dinner of Mrs Hong aka Sharon Lee haha.. congratulations again to the newly weds.
Yesterday while online in FFXI, I was partying with my mates and then i heard them saying the news was reporting the death of a celebrity. I thought it was someone who retired and passed away due to old age. But i was shocked when i heard it was 許瑋倫. Passed away so young at the age of 29.
She was involved in a car accident, and she went into a coma after that. :/ next thing, her heart stopped beating and then was pronounced dead at 7:37pm. Although i'm not a big fan of her or anything, but it kinda disheartening to hear someone who pass away at such a young age due to an accident.
Whenever you hear these kinda things where young pple who are enjoying their prime of their age suddenly die of an unexpected incident, I feel kinda sad. They haven't lived their lives to the fullest and yet die unexpectedly.
Well, i've nothing much to say, just thought i share this bit of info.
Probably will talk abt my trip and sharon's wedding dinner in my next post or something. If i'm not lazy >.>. my condolences to her family, friends and fans of her.
Yesterday while online in FFXI, I was partying with my mates and then i heard them saying the news was reporting the death of a celebrity. I thought it was someone who retired and passed away due to old age. But i was shocked when i heard it was 許瑋倫. Passed away so young at the age of 29.
She was involved in a car accident, and she went into a coma after that. :/ next thing, her heart stopped beating and then was pronounced dead at 7:37pm. Although i'm not a big fan of her or anything, but it kinda disheartening to hear someone who pass away at such a young age due to an accident.
Whenever you hear these kinda things where young pple who are enjoying their prime of their age suddenly die of an unexpected incident, I feel kinda sad. They haven't lived their lives to the fullest and yet die unexpectedly.
Well, i've nothing much to say, just thought i share this bit of info.
Probably will talk abt my trip and sharon's wedding dinner in my next post or something. If i'm not lazy >.>. my condolences to her family, friends and fans of her.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
This will be the last post for the year 2006..
Its been like so slow and yet so fast.. Earlier this year when i was still a CPL in 160 SQN there i was speaking to my buddies and frens in camp.. talking to them and wondering how the hell we gonna go thru the year till our ORD date during Nov latest.. next thing i know, i ORDed to a CPL(NS) and i'm here writing the last blog of 2006 before i get my ass flown to macau for a holiday lol...
The past two months of my year was ok.. lol.. slack/farking slack as some may call it as i didn't do much in terms of money and stuff lol.. well, most pple after they ORD, they go find work and start to contribute to the society and to their families, others, well.. get into University and start to get their degrees in their favourite discipline. For me however, when everyone was asking me "wat do you intend to do after u ORD? work? study?" lol.. the usual reply comes in "Oh, probably work a while then go study or something.. not too sure.. but i intend to REST for the 2 months before i start to work in january." So here i am rested my 2 months at home.
What have i done these 2 months? some may ask.. well,
1st: rejoined my online game FFXI with my frens.
2nd: D/L tons of anime that i intended to watch but didn't previously
3rd: D/L J-dramas that i've missed over the years ever since the 哈韩 wind blew throughout the whole of singapore therefore 害到我没日剧看。。。
4th: travelled to Malaysia a few times for holidays and important stuff like wedding, and helping my dad move office
5th: Worked at Exxonmobil and earned some pocket money.. (not bad Pay wor) :D
6th: Preparing my ass to go to Macau in like 3 hours time
well, mainly playing games, watching shows and going out.. that's abt it...
Any regrets such as things i have done, shouldn't have done this year?
Just one: Getting into a quarrel with my Godma(aunt) earlier this month.. cos of somethings that she said and it got on my nerves, and i kinda shouted at her... Somehow or rather... even after explaining things to her on how i felt, the stress she was putting me through... i guess she still cannot forgive me... in one way or another.. cos of her attitude now... well... so much different now from previously... how can someone be angry and pissed at someone for so long?? this is something i can never understand in my maternal family, My grandma's the same, step on her toes and she can ignore u for the rest of her life. same goes for my godma(aunt)... i guess it runs in the genes :/ wat's worst is that i'm going with my godma to Macau as well... aiyo.. how to converse, talk to her??? Kinda sad IMO.. why pple are so.... :x
Anyways.. i guess its better for me to just enjoy the trip as much as i can.. with tons of restrictions everything that i do.. lol.. thats the thing with going overseas with family although expenses are kinda paid for.. but travelling with them = lesser to no freedom.. end up they say wat i become the yes man :/
Overall, this was a good year for mi, kinda sad leaving the army, cos no more discipline in training myself aka exercising lol... had fun and laughter peace and joy with everyone ard me.. cept..... :x
Well in abt 21 hours it'll be Christmas and in like 6-7 more days it'll be the New Year of 2007!
So here are my wishes:
Wishing all my family and frens to have a Merry and Blessed Christmas and A very Happy New Year!
If you guys decide to go out partying please take good care of yourselves, and be responsible, dun drink and drive... dun make such happy festivities end up in sorrow....
Too bad i won't be able to join any frens for the celebrations for christmas and the new year so... drink, drink my share, play, play my share and eat, eat my share...
hahahaa...... Take Care of yourselves and let us all have a great new year ahead of us in 2007as Imaoka-san from the show Sapuri always say, "tonikaku, tanoshikatade ENJOY!~" meaning "anyway, have fun ENJOY!~"
Its been like so slow and yet so fast.. Earlier this year when i was still a CPL in 160 SQN there i was speaking to my buddies and frens in camp.. talking to them and wondering how the hell we gonna go thru the year till our ORD date during Nov latest.. next thing i know, i ORDed to a CPL(NS) and i'm here writing the last blog of 2006 before i get my ass flown to macau for a holiday lol...
The past two months of my year was ok.. lol.. slack/farking slack as some may call it as i didn't do much in terms of money and stuff lol.. well, most pple after they ORD, they go find work and start to contribute to the society and to their families, others, well.. get into University and start to get their degrees in their favourite discipline. For me however, when everyone was asking me "wat do you intend to do after u ORD? work? study?" lol.. the usual reply comes in "Oh, probably work a while then go study or something.. not too sure.. but i intend to REST for the 2 months before i start to work in january." So here i am rested my 2 months at home.
What have i done these 2 months? some may ask.. well,
1st: rejoined my online game FFXI with my frens.
2nd: D/L tons of anime that i intended to watch but didn't previously
3rd: D/L J-dramas that i've missed over the years ever since the 哈韩 wind blew throughout the whole of singapore therefore 害到我没日剧看。。。
4th: travelled to Malaysia a few times for holidays and important stuff like wedding, and helping my dad move office
5th: Worked at Exxonmobil and earned some pocket money.. (not bad Pay wor) :D
6th: Preparing my ass to go to Macau in like 3 hours time
well, mainly playing games, watching shows and going out.. that's abt it...
Any regrets such as things i have done, shouldn't have done this year?
Just one: Getting into a quarrel with my Godma(aunt) earlier this month.. cos of somethings that she said and it got on my nerves, and i kinda shouted at her... Somehow or rather... even after explaining things to her on how i felt, the stress she was putting me through... i guess she still cannot forgive me... in one way or another.. cos of her attitude now... well... so much different now from previously... how can someone be angry and pissed at someone for so long?? this is something i can never understand in my maternal family, My grandma's the same, step on her toes and she can ignore u for the rest of her life. same goes for my godma(aunt)... i guess it runs in the genes :/ wat's worst is that i'm going with my godma to Macau as well... aiyo.. how to converse, talk to her??? Kinda sad IMO.. why pple are so.... :x
Anyways.. i guess its better for me to just enjoy the trip as much as i can.. with tons of restrictions everything that i do.. lol.. thats the thing with going overseas with family although expenses are kinda paid for.. but travelling with them = lesser to no freedom.. end up they say wat i become the yes man :/
Overall, this was a good year for mi, kinda sad leaving the army, cos no more discipline in training myself aka exercising lol... had fun and laughter peace and joy with everyone ard me.. cept..... :x
Well in abt 21 hours it'll be Christmas and in like 6-7 more days it'll be the New Year of 2007!
So here are my wishes:
Wishing all my family and frens to have a Merry and Blessed Christmas and A very Happy New Year!
If you guys decide to go out partying please take good care of yourselves, and be responsible, dun drink and drive... dun make such happy festivities end up in sorrow....
Too bad i won't be able to join any frens for the celebrations for christmas and the new year so... drink, drink my share, play, play my share and eat, eat my share...
hahahaa...... Take Care of yourselves and let us all have a great new year ahead of us in 2007as Imaoka-san from the show Sapuri always say, "tonikaku, tanoshikatade ENJOY!~" meaning "anyway, have fun ENJOY!~"
Friday, December 15, 2006
KTV...ktv...KTV
Just came back from KTV not long ago... Went with some friends that i haven't seen for a VERY VERY LONG TIME ^^;; Went with Leroy and Eileen(hmm hope i spell her name correctly... thats her name i can remember from primary skool.. dunno whether she got change in any way..) haha.. Supposed to meet up with Fiona too.. but it seems that she's bz with work so... didn't manage to meet up with us.
Wow.. come to think of it... i didn't meet eileen for like... 1...2...3...4....5............. wow... 9 years O_O.. fiona too O_O /shocked *eyes grow big and almost pop out* lol well they're my primary skool frens.. we kinda lost contact till after we started playing with friendster i suppose lol..
hmm.. last time i met up with primary skool frens was last year.. with JieXin, Hoe Soon, Leroy and Lester... just had a dinner together.. supposed to celebrate birthday with Eileen lol.. end up she also bz that day..
i guess thank God for giving whoever the idea of creating friendster and MSN lol.. else really lose contact with my frens... haha.. if not i'll end up doing snail mail... going thru my Primary skool address book... my primary skool actually has an address book for us when we finished PSLE then.. lol.. had all the addresses of those who were graduating that year... but i guess.. even with the addresses also a bit hard to post letters ba.. cos might move house and everything :/
Also.. i am not much of a letter person >< dun like writing letters lol.... and i'm not very good in keeping in contact with pple... :/ dunno why..... but as long as u have my number, MSN or E-mail.. just drop me a note.. I will gladly help or keep in contact with anyone who does that...
Aiya... shld have taken pictures while at the KTV lol.. then part of memory liaoz lol..
hmm.. lemme post some pics from my Primary skool days later lol.. lemme get the authorization from Eileen 1st haha...
Wow.. come to think of it... i didn't meet eileen for like... 1...2...3...4....5............. wow... 9 years O_O.. fiona too O_O /shocked *eyes grow big and almost pop out* lol well they're my primary skool frens.. we kinda lost contact till after we started playing with friendster i suppose lol..
hmm.. last time i met up with primary skool frens was last year.. with JieXin, Hoe Soon, Leroy and Lester... just had a dinner together.. supposed to celebrate birthday with Eileen lol.. end up she also bz that day..
i guess thank God for giving whoever the idea of creating friendster and MSN lol.. else really lose contact with my frens... haha.. if not i'll end up doing snail mail... going thru my Primary skool address book... my primary skool actually has an address book for us when we finished PSLE then.. lol.. had all the addresses of those who were graduating that year... but i guess.. even with the addresses also a bit hard to post letters ba.. cos might move house and everything :/
Also.. i am not much of a letter person >< dun like writing letters lol.... and i'm not very good in keeping in contact with pple... :/ dunno why..... but as long as u have my number, MSN or E-mail.. just drop me a note.. I will gladly help or keep in contact with anyone who does that...
Aiya... shld have taken pictures while at the KTV lol.. then part of memory liaoz lol..
hmm.. lemme post some pics from my Primary skool days later lol.. lemme get the authorization from Eileen 1st haha...
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